Saturday, March 31, 2007
♥
6:09 PM
looking back at my past blog entries, i suddenly felt lonely, so lonely that the feeling is indescribable..going such a big circle, i soon realised wat i actually wan is friends. ya friends that can give me care and concern when i need the most. do anyone know i am actually very lonely deep down in the heart? but i have to appear strong on the outside, to counsell other when she is out of love and to listen to others' sorrows..what i give people the impression is that i am okay but does it really saes so? we are humans, all have their
emo times and i guess today is mine..really hope it will be like a small flu after a night sleep's i will be okayy..today my korkor dey all will be comiing, i dunno why i have this feeling that i dun wish them to be here..why? sometimes i feel we arent really siblings and not that close.
due to jodeline's influence, i suddenly had this inspriration to write tis stuff>.<water slashing against my window panes
i sat patiently waiting for it to stop
looking back i soon realised
i am stupid to believe
illusions is beautiful
the rain never stops
my heart sank deeper
thoughts appeared in my mind
am i going to give up
or continue
knowing the outcome?
looking at my past entries
the cheerful girl is not around
what came replaced
is a troubled girl
with too much sorrows
for people to hear
sweeping her tears alone at night
praying everything is a dream
what she longs for
is just warmth and care.
I love this song! (: